Huh !! ( I like using this word )
Lately I realized that I dont write any sequels after proudly naming them something like, blah-I e.g. … Single & Looking - I. Hence I thought of riting this.

I always knew, I am a good procrastinator. This post(draft) has been lying around for quite a time now. There had been occasions when I thought of writing it off, like when Ranta wrote this and Rocky awesomely wrote this but alas !! I was just being myself and kept on postponing. Another widely accepted fact (if its a fact you have to accept) is that Sundays Suck. So, Lets Blog.

I would start with one of the comments on part - 1 of this post,

that sounds mature and happy.
its not just “Not regretting abt the past”, it should be “not living in past”, that might include all happy moments as well. I am not talking about forgeting the past, but living in the present. We all like to think about past, but it should not be so much that we start living in past. i hope you are understanding what i mean. its same a case with future also. –smr

Yes ! when you say Not Living in the Past you do include the happy moments too but with Not regretting abt the past you dont. Infact I experienced the difference between the two lines over last 5 months or so. Its not the sad moments which keep coming back, its the happier ones. Yesterday I was wasting some time in library and this came to my mind,

The worst thing about a fact is, its constantness. –skp

Past is a fact and nothing can change it. One should strive to Live in the Present.

So … what do I want to write for this post ? I really have no clue, but I never had any…..Well truth will work fine I guess.

I say,

Being in love is like being in a pool, there are those who relish the joy of being there, there are ppl standing by the side and watching them, and alas! there are those who have got out after a try (or more ) and are still wet and are experiencing what I term as “The X Effect”.

Disclaimer :: “The X Effect” is not associated with any of the followings ::

1. Drinking Heavily over the period of few months after break up.
2. Using acid as a means of settling the scores.
3. Searching for Oldies aka Old Hindi Songs, on DC++ and claiming Md. Rafi as your fav singer.
4. Actually heading towards Las Vegas to end it all. (That wud be awesome && U know wat to end B-) )
5. Looking for another girl from her group of friends.
6. Following her like a psycho (A possible version of above case)
7. Ultimately, The X Effect has nothing to do with, Advertising Axe Deo.

Well, last 6 months have been awesome, for me, awesome is something when I dont fcuk up things. Partly becos I didnt have anything to fcuk up and partly becos I was good at making decisions (read, not thinking much). As in I did not have placement to screw up on the other hand I decided to stay for 1 and a half years for my MS rather than one just to give myself some time before I commit suicide either by entering a PhD program somewhere or by taking up a job and get married in another 3 years. Well so finally its been quite a time now when I m Single and !Looking (well the title is just to keep up the tempo).

Did I change ?

No !

Why ?

Because I chose to !

Ok ! Let me tell you a dialogue happened on Nir’s Bday (27th June). People involved at the particular moment were Rocky, Vardhman and the bakra, Me. Actually I didnt hear the whole flamming conversation they were having but the crux was something like.

Rocky to Vardhman :: Abe frustoo kyon ho raha hein.
Vardhman to Rocky :: Abe sale !! Mere samne ek junior khada hein, jisne sari life jee dali hein !!
Me :: WTF ??

During these 6 months I have realised a lot of things but none was a surprise to Me. In fact I expected a lot more than what I faced. Actually I spent one of the most interesting time of my life. All the way starting from the first drink on 22nd Nov, best post dinner party in F’s Room on Holi Nite to the first and a really kewl get together on Convocation Day. I actually saw my school days coming back when I had a group of friends I can share anything with and rely completely on.

Yes ! there will be moments of extreme sadness, Yes ! there will be days when U stare at her picture for half an hour, Yes ! Ur cell balance will seem to be lasting forever, Yes Yes !! U mite do stuff U hated all Ur life (cough cough), Yes ! It mite be 10’s of times U delete her number from Ur phone list and add again on a single SMS from her, Yes ! everything seem to remind U of her (even stupid things like a scooty), No ! I don’t want to get back into a relationship, No ! I don’t think I was wrong, No No ! I don’t think she was wrong, No !! I dont love life a bit less than I used to, Well ! Life goes on, So ! Living in the Present !!

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PS 1 :: Its been 3 Center Fresh Gums, I havent cut my tongue. pati u rock !!

PS 2 :: Nice Basketball game today after the awesome one we had in rain.

PS 3 :: Die Coffee shop Die !! Its closing before half the OBH wakes up.

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adios

skp